I am ready to be his wife.

I hate doctors offices. And those damn gowns. And waiting rooms. And snotty kids. And snotty adults. And air with germs. And standing in line. And waiting on meds. And copays. And being sickkk…

I am so tired of this back and forth. I leave home at 9am and don’t return til after 10pm. I want a break. I want a week where I see his beautiful face everyday, not just 30 minutes every other day. I know it will all pay off in the end but as the old saying goes, somethings gotta give. I have been at school all day and now I’m heading off to work until close. Plus, it’s one of the busiest times of the year. Honestly, Alcatraz doesn’t sound that bad right now. (Thank you, Train) I just need to breathe and take a break for a few minutes. We will get through just. I just need to know it’ll be in one piece.

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$41.00

$59.50…….im bad

lol .. 20.05.

$ 61 .. but technically that’s Canadian dollars so don’t think I’m bad-ass or anything . .

$21.50 lawl.

Makes me feel amazing on a cold fall night.

It’s my day off and my honey is headed to cuddle with me. Heck yea.

Mike made a B on his final. Yay. I am so mother effing proud of him. Woot. One class down. Let’s keep rolling.

Lately, I have been having some awkward times with my parents. They really want me to move back home. But I just can’t justify it. I go to school five days a week and work almost 40 hours a week. I’m not gonna move an hour a way and have to drive that long dark road everyday. Plus, my honey is in this town. I can’t leave him. Hell, with our work and school schedules we barely see each other now. Well, my mom called and invite Mike and I to come stay with them last night and go to church. We had a blast. We stayed with them all day and really had some quality time with them and my brothers. Everyone was so happy.Now, Mike and I are having alone time.I lovedays like this. It was just absolutelyperfect. My family seems to coming to termswith the fact that I am not 16 anymore. It is like a weight lifted off my shoulder. Plus, my soldier is headed home today. Oh, I have missedher so. PERFERTDAY.

I’m so excited. Between school and work we have seen each other about 30 minutes this week. It’s finally date night. I can’t wait to hear his truck in the driveway.

My brother, Ethan is four. He has something wrong with his heart and will have to have a cath. Then, possibly more surgery. He’s only four. My heart is breaking for him.